I am ready to fight bring it on

Woke up today and came to the conclusion, the tears are for me and not Ray at this point, and that is not acceptable. I need to suck it up and move forward. Helping me move on is Micah and Mary Anne in the office having a cat fight and they need to play nice.

Second the business may lose and account and I cannot tell Ray. I delegated Larry to handle whatever needs done to see if we can save it. Bottom line is God has to fight for us. I can’t spin all of these plates without serious help.

I am ready to fight, bring it on.

All of the prayers of family and friends are strengthening me.

Last night when I went home, I found out my necklace came.. I bought it before all of this happened and it just arrived. “Strength and dignity are her clothing. She smiles at the future.” On a separate charm was the reference Proverbs 31:25.

God knew I needed that. Those who know me, know I never buy anything…but a few weeks ago, I showed Ray and told him I needed one…

They did a bone biopsy today and we will know the results tomorrow.

March 31 from my journal

Esther

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One comment on “I am ready to fight bring it on

  1. praying for you and Ray and children. Only God knows the pain in your hearts and I pray He will bring comfort in the way that Only He can. Thanks for sharing

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